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(ᴍᴀɪʀᴏɴ) ◑ SAURON ([personal profile] eyefire) wrote2022-11-23 11:53 am

but don't make me your enemy

( from here. )


[ Adar is left alone for a night. Sauron finds him in the obsidian hallways of the palace, the parts he is allowed to frequent as a captain, standing at the end of a corridor when Adar turns. His robes are dark, simmering with a soft burn at the ends of his robes, and his eyes are the only light of any worth, fixed on his uruk. ]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-24 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[Few didn't hate him already, he was too elven for Angband and too Uruk for elsewhere. Regardless, he thinks of nothing and no one outside of this room at the moment, his entire world shrunk down to the soft glimmer and heat that touched him, claimed him. Sauron could have carved his name in his now beautiful flesh and he would probably take it as a compliment because it meant he was still being touched.

He delights in how much and how specifically he can feel Sauron's teasing touches, pressing up against each one as much as he can. Adar is flushed and flustered and overflowing with desire again, even after so little time.]


I do love you, [Sauron feels wrong to call him in that moment, it is an insult even if Sauron takes it on the chin when it is used, but he dare not use anything else so he instead adds] master.

You are always inside of me. [Body, soul, anywhere he went he carried the voice of Sauron with him, knew where his hands would go–be it in love or anger–could not lose the taste of him.] Always with me. [But he wants him now, too, for those echoes of long ago felt touches to become realities again. He hooks one leg around Sauron's hip, drawing him closer if he will allow it.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-24 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[The touch of silken skin that is Sauron's cock steals a little moan, but the good boy gets a firmer one and a low hum of pleasure reverberates from his chest. Whether he wants to admit it or not it is clear her likes it.

The question catches him off guard, and even as he wonders if he should lie his lips make the choice for him:]
Mostly?
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-25 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sauron had forced him into returning, and yet despite that, despite the unwanted goal of the evening, he somehow didn't find himself repulsed by his master but rather drawn closer. Would he have missed him if he made it into the arms of the waiting Noldor army? He wants to think not, yet his body almost sings as they kiss, his hands tangle claimingly in his hair even though Sauron will always own him and never vice versa.

A moan spills between their lips as he tries to claim more kisses, wanting nothing else, unable to think of anything else but the press of his body.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-25 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[That teasing hand makes pleasure rumble in his chest, his other leg joining the first in hooking over Sauron's hips, both keeping him as close as he can and giving him the most room to touch, to move, to claim Adar even as his hands and lips try to memorise and claim Sauron. His lips on his mouth, his jaw, sweet sounds falling without hesitation from his lips as he leans up to him so he doesn't miss a single spot on his jaw as he kisses there.]

My lord, [he moans, the unspoken please all over his tone of voice.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-25 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Morgoth was a distant shadow, a threat that loomed always... Sauron was different. Not just because of his methods, which like now often end in ways the Vala would not long consider, but there was something about him that drew others near more than he repelled them. His names meant the abhorred, terrible dread and much worse if the elves were feeling uncharitable but even if he did cause a terrible dread, it was not the normal fear that caused people to flee the battlefield. Not when you knew him, as much as anyone could know him.

His head falls back against the silk sheets when Sauron adds the second finger and strokes over his prostate, arching off the bed into him, his hips rolling to help. Like this they feel like any long-term lovers, capable of driving each other wild. Yet his words cause Adar to pause, his racing heart almost skittering to a full stop at give me a child. There was that good old terrible dread again. How was he ever going to do this, even though he could willingly give his body up to his master despite... everything?]


I–[don't know how to answer that without lying or stirring rage.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-25 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[It would be easier if he were just evil, if the desire to curl close to him tasted false and foul. None of the elves would ever understand why the protests against Sauron always died on Adar's lips when they were alone, when Sauron drew close.

Here on his bed, their eyes locked on each other he cannot think he will ever know anything better than this. He was chosen, he was strong enough, he was favoured enough that Sauron wanted him, even if just to use him. The fingers that brush soft hair behind Sauron's ears do so with love and reverence.]


Safe-safe or [safe like him, a favoured tool that often ended up burnt by the fire. His rewards were always great, but so was his suffering.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-25 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Honestly? Yes. Anything that defied his sense of order and was not Morgoth was usually fair game to be brought low. And though he doesn't come out and say it, it is clear enough on his face for the few moments before another finger is pressed inside of him and scrambles his thoughts. He ached for him, for those fingers to be replaced with his cock, to be filled by him, to be fucked until there was nothing more he could give.]

Would you want me if my love was unconditional? [He risks asking, his voice hitched and his hips trying to squirm down against that clever hand.] Or would I just be another one of your discarded toys?
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-25 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
It can feel that way. [Because whether Sauron does it intentionally or not, he is certain it is that way. Things that interest him or are useful get his doting gaze turned upon them, and when they no longer are, there is nothing but a lonely shadow, a memory of what burning brightly had felt like.

As much as he knows he is being used, he doesn't feel unwanted now, he kisses him back softly and sweetly, as open to him there as his body is to his hand. His breath comes in soft gasps, then when his mother-name is said after so many long years of its absence, the smile Sauron gets is real, if a little bewildered.]
I do love you. [And that is his problem.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-28 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Even after all these years, surrendering to his master, to a being who could turn him inside out if he wished too, didn't come naturally... yet it did come, almost every time, his lips craved Saurons, his body sang for him, his fëa reached ever for the warmth that was so often offered to him when his master was pleased with him.

There was nothing in the wide, vast world like being the focus of his attention.

He wants to say that much I could believe but he also wants to say nothing as the maia's lips leave a trail of damp heat down his jaw as he tilts his head to give him as much room to roam as is physically possible.

Adar's eyes are half open, watching Sauron, admiring him when he finally feels the press of Sauron's cock at his entrance and then within him, filling him until he almost feels he cannot take anymore. His breath hitches, his body aching with the almost forgotten feeling, his nails catching at Sauron's back, keeping the maia close like he would a more elvish, containable lover. As their lips meet again Adar moans, wanting it to be deeper, more, but unable to follow his mouth far if he doesn't allow it. His cock leaks, hard and aching and unattended by the both of them and he doesn't even care.]


You feel so good inside of me, [he manages to mumble out, flushed darkly from the thick desire in his voice and by how true it is and how much he means it. It is humiliating and hot and true all at once.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-28 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's a trick he should think, because he knows Sauron about as well as anyone ever could without being a maiar or Morgoth. Yet, there, in that moment, as they move together, it feels real. It feels more loving and true than any touch he's had in long centuries. He enjoys the scrape of nails over his now pristine flesh, the dark pink lines Sauron leaves in his wake. He all but purrs at the compliments that are woven into their lovemaking, appreciation pouring from his lips in soft sighs, broken moans, little whimpers of Sauron, master, please and a dozen other sweet nothings that murmur into the warm air above the bed.

It is almost like they are one being, like Adar could slip his skin as easily as the maia and be one with him. He cannot, but it feels like he might, like he could.]
Please. [Please, please, please. He wants him, he cannot say or understand how much just that he does. Every fibre of his being sings of it as his hips rise to meet his masters, wanting to be filled by his cock as much as he wanted to stay in this warmth forever. For the moment, he couldn't remember why he had ever run. Nothing exists beyond Sauron, and he forgets anything ever had.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-28 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[He is well practiced in meeting his masters needs, one way or the other, but in this his control slips away and away until he is a hot, sweaty mess of desire, ruled only by the pounding cock that drives into him again and again, each time coming closer to making him see stars despite the suffocatingly thick ceiling that hangs far above them. Every feeling is heightened, his body arches and strains to help his master, his lover find the perfect angle for both of them.

soclosesoclosesoclose echoes in his head and maybe on his lips, certainly it can be felt every movement of his body, heard in every hitched breath, every desperate whimper that falls from his lips. He wants nothing but to please his master in that moment, to last for him as long as he wants.

Those words though slip into his mind, later they will haunt him but right now they feel almost right, almost good and he suddenly cannot hold himself together anymore, his seed spilling out, sticky and hot between them, his body milking the cock the drove into him again and again as he moaned for Sauron, his name on his lips, sweet and tender despite the insult of its meaning.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-11-29 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[He has no sense left to him, yet he holds Sauron close, keeping his legs hooked over his hips and his arms looped over his back. Even after he is spent each thrust of Sauron's cock inside him drags out a ragged gasp or moan, his whole body so sensitive that it feels like he could almost come again when his masters cock is filling him, his seed searingly warm inside of him.

He whimpers.]


You are... [everything.]

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