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but don't make me your enemy
( from here. )
[ Adar is left alone for a night. Sauron finds him in the obsidian hallways of the palace, the parts he is allowed to frequent as a captain, standing at the end of a corridor when Adar turns. His robes are dark, simmering with a soft burn at the ends of his robes, and his eyes are the only light of any worth, fixed on his uruk. ]
[ Adar is left alone for a night. Sauron finds him in the obsidian hallways of the palace, the parts he is allowed to frequent as a captain, standing at the end of a corridor when Adar turns. His robes are dark, simmering with a soft burn at the ends of his robes, and his eyes are the only light of any worth, fixed on his uruk. ]
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Louie and Tilly have taught me how to turn into a wolf and a bat, just like him! It's very hard. I was allowed to read about Valinor too, and how great Lord Morgoth rejected it. I met him and he smelled like angry bees but he was also pleased with me, Papa said. Did you know bees make our honey? I want to see the hives but Papa said no.
[ So much imagination, so few people to have conversations with. He trips from one eager thought to the next. ]
Papa loves you very much. Is that why he can be so mad at you too?
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It sounds like you had a very exciting week. I am sorry that I missed all of it. [he says, kissing the crown of his head like he has since Etelo was a newborn.]
I suppose it is. He missed my attention. [Bitch if you're going to hurt him over it he's going to tell on you.] It will be okay, do not fret about it.
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[ Etelo wraps his arms around Adar and cuddles him fiercely after the kiss atop his head. ]
Promise you will never leave us again, not to make him look at you or anything else!
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Etelo, I need you to understand this. I did not leave you. At all. I came up here as usual, the night you heard me sing through the door? And I was locked out and dragged away. When I came back there were yet more guards. So I left, only far enough to get his attention and then you spoke in my mind for the first time ever. I could have wept, being away from you so long. I could not think, or function. I did not leave you. I swear it.
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[ He gently pats Adar's hand, as if he is the one who does not understand the little half-maia. ]
You are like the chair or the walls to me, I cannot feel you near unless I try to See too. I am not very good at it.
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I think if I were still an elf you might have better luck, but I am an Uruk, except for the night we made you which is why you are perfect and I am not. [One of many reasons, anyway.] I can never be a maia, I was not born to one. I am sorry if it frightens you that I am obscured by my nature.
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[ The werewolf has a good eye for bravery, to be fair, having slain so many fierce warriors. ]
Will you please sing to me tonight? Tilly is a little ... screechy.
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[His heart entirely melts when he asks to be sung too and Adar gathers him up until he is fully on his lap, wrapped in his arms.]
Of course. Every night that I am able. [He is fairly sure he had sung to the wall in his grief at some point. And he does begin to sing to him his favourite lullaby, picking up the plate of food so he can pick from it if he is still hungry until he is not or he falls asleep.]
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When the sconces have burned down, a shadow breezes through the chambers and the bedroom door can softly be heard opening. Closing most of the way; Sauron gets in bed alone while leaving them to their cuddling. ]
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That moody shadow is a problem he has to fix, for the sake of all his children (if he has any others left...) and himself. Since the door was left ajar, he doesn't knock but slips through the door and presses it closed. Whichever way this goes their son doesn't need to hear more than he must.]
My Lord? [He inquires softly, his bare feet near-silent on the stone floor as he crosses the room. When he gets to the bed he stops, but strongly considers just curling up in the bed with him.]
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I do love you. [Softly said, and true despite everything. He doesn't add the million "but"s that Sauron has absolutely earned.]
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I cannot burn halfway mad.
[ It's not an apology, but. ]
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But he lays his head on his uruk's shoulder, drapes an arm around him, and settles down instead.
He cannot admit he did anything wrong, even if he knows he hurt him beyond words and cruelty, stealing time with Etelo more than the massacre of bodies. The latter is not so rare an occurrence in Angband. He cleaves to him in bed, instead tucking his head under his uruk's chin and hiding there. ]
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Love. [He says, softly, when he does eventually speak. Minutes, maybe even an hour later.] All those times I was talking to you about our son I was inviting you in, not saying I loved you less. [He might now, in truth, but that doesn't really matter. He has to be sure that Sauron knows this. All that time he had wanted it to be the three of them and not him and the boy and the drifting shadow of Sauron.] You said I would only have him until he was grown... [So of course he had been more focused directly on him, but that didn't mean he was leaving Sauron out. He had never wanted him more, in fact.]
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All his heat cools, somewhat miserably, and he still remains silent. No maia has ever taken being wrong (or at least acknowledging it) very gracefully. ]
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But he is bone tired and upset still, and eventually, sleep claims him even though it is fitful and cruel in what it twists and replays for him.]
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Adar is his, though. He is not just anyone.
In the dim light of morning, he kisses his way along Adar's shoulder to the curve of his neck and works on a lovebite there, petting down his body from chest to cock and back again, seeing if he can stir up any desire that he can attend to. ]
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He is used to it.
So when one troubled dream turns strange because the monster starts kissing his neck, Adar blinks awake, slowly becoming aware that the only monster nibbling on his neck is the one he knows the best. This, too, was the kind of peace offering Sauron preferred.
It works before he even is fully awake, his cock stirring easily, having been neglected for what felt like longer than it must have been. A moan steals from his lips at Sauron's teeth on his throat, he is still heavy with sleep even as he presses up against him.]
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The pain he can deal with. It's the intensity of his emotions that have him kissing Adar hungrily all over again once fully seated on his cock, breathing soft appreciation into the smear of their lips.
Yes, Fuck me, I need you. All fevered. ]
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