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(ᴍᴀɪʀᴏɴ) ◑ SAURON ([personal profile] eyefire) wrote2022-11-23 11:53 am

but don't make me your enemy

( from here. )


[ Adar is left alone for a night. Sauron finds him in the obsidian hallways of the palace, the parts he is allowed to frequent as a captain, standing at the end of a corridor when Adar turns. His robes are dark, simmering with a soft burn at the ends of his robes, and his eyes are the only light of any worth, fixed on his uruk. ]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-18 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[There is forgiveness in the happy babbling and grape sharing that he didn't know he had so desperately wanted. He doesn't entirely manage to suppress the laughter that fills his chest when Morgoth is described as smelling like angry bees. Adar cannot truthfully say he disagrees, though he makes no habit of being near the Valar if he can help it. Eru willing.]

It sounds like you had a very exciting week. I am sorry that I missed all of it. [he says, kissing the crown of his head like he has since Etelo was a newborn.]

I suppose it is. He missed my attention. [Bitch if you're going to hurt him over it he's going to tell on you.] It will be okay, do not fret about it.
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-18 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Huh. Interesting.] I will try, I will not make any promises that he will accept me. But I will try.

Etelo, I need you to understand this. I did not leave you. At all. I came up here as usual, the night you heard me sing through the door? And I was locked out and dragged away. When I came back there were yet more guards. So I left, only far enough to get his attention and then you spoke in my mind for the first time ever. I could have wept, being away from you so long. I could not think, or function. I did not leave you. I swear it.
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-18 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's going to choose to not take offence at that, because ugly and a chair was one hell of a nightcap to a shitty day.]

I think if I were still an elf you might have better luck, but I am an Uruk, except for the night we made you which is why you are perfect and I am not. [One of many reasons, anyway.] I can never be a maia, I was not born to one. I am sorry if it frightens you that I am obscured by my nature.
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-18 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I am sure you are.

[His heart entirely melts when he asks to be sung too and Adar gathers him up until he is fully on his lap, wrapped in his arms.]

Of course. Every night that I am able. [He is fairly sure he had sung to the wall in his grief at some point. And he does begin to sing to him his favourite lullaby, picking up the plate of food so he can pick from it if he is still hungry until he is not or he falls asleep.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-18 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[He waits, well past the time that dramatic shadow flits through the room but only so he is sure that Etelo is asleep before he sets the food down and carries him to his bed, tucking him in and kissing his brow.

That moody shadow is a problem he has to fix, for the sake of all his children (if he has any others left...) and himself. Since the door was left ajar, he doesn't knock but slips through the door and presses it closed. Whichever way this goes their son doesn't need to hear more than he must.]


My Lord? [He inquires softly, his bare feet near-silent on the stone floor as he crosses the room. When he gets to the bed he stops, but strongly considers just curling up in the bed with him.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-18 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well, then no one is too old to be the little spoon. Because Adar sighs softly and goes to the other side of the bed and crawls in under the covers, and wraps himself around Sauron from behind, his breath soft against his hair and throat as he nuzzles there.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-18 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[As he isn't on fire he can only take that to mean it is not unwanted, and so Adar curls even closer, nuzzling against his throat and kissing over the pot a pulse belonged.]

I do love you. [Softly said, and true despite everything. He doesn't add the million "but"s that Sauron has absolutely earned.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-19 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
You never have. [Which is not forgiveness, either. He will not sleep well after killing so many he cared about, maybe not ever again, but he does at least pretend he might when he curls closer, as much as he physically can.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-19 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't say anything at first, for a long time he can hold his peace as his fingers stroke through Sauron's hair, soothing the person who had tried to split his spirit in two all for a slight that did not actually exist.]

Love. [He says, softly, when he does eventually speak. Minutes, maybe even an hour later.] All those times I was talking to you about our son I was inviting you in, not saying I loved you less. [He might now, in truth, but that doesn't really matter. He has to be sure that Sauron knows this. All that time he had wanted it to be the three of them and not him and the boy and the drifting shadow of Sauron.] You said I would only have him until he was grown... [So of course he had been more focused directly on him, but that didn't mean he was leaving Sauron out. He had never wanted him more, in fact.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-19 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[He deserves a little unfairness after all of this. Adar stays awake, fighting sleep as the exhaustion of the week and especially the day begin to catch up with him, his fingers stroking Sauron's hair and almost being soothed by it himself.

But he is bone tired and upset still, and eventually, sleep claims him even though it is fitful and cruel in what it twists and replays for him.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-19 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
[The truth is, Adar fully expects this to be "forgotten" about by the morning. Sauron has always brushed past the hurts he caused him even if they were undeserved. Have a trinket, a kiss, some privilege or the other. Anything but some words he does not know how to say and maybe cannot say in a world in which he is second only to Melkor.

He is used to it.

So when one troubled dream turns strange because the monster starts kissing his neck, Adar blinks awake, slowly becoming aware that the only monster nibbling on his neck is the one he knows the best. This, too, was the kind of peace offering Sauron preferred.

It works before he even is fully awake, his cock stirring easily, having been neglected for what felt like longer than it must have been. A moan steals from his lips at Sauron's teeth on his throat, he is still heavy with sleep even as he presses up against him.]
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[personal profile] callmeadar 2022-12-19 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[He might be sleepy but his body reacts to Sauron's touch like it was not only fully awake but had been longing for him this whole time. He kiss he wants for sure, his hands greedily curling in Sauron's hair to keep him close as they kiss, his hips rolling to try and rub against him further as he reaches full hardness. Desire floods his every sense, rolls off his tongue into their kiss and the moans that are muffled by eager lips.]

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